I feel as though I’m reaching the climax of my adolescence. It’s true, whether I’d like to admit it or not: My childhood is almost over. I have less than a year left before being catapulted into the real world. Or, rather, until being gently nudged in that direction (I hardly call staying home and going to community college being catapulted). Soon I have to get my first job, and then I’ll have to audition for what will ultimately shape the rest of my life.
Some days, I wonder if I’m going on the wrong path. I think, hey, working with elephants would be fun, huh? But ultimately, I don’t think it’s a good career option for me – what if I really hate it? I might as well stick to the things I love; if they don’t work out, maybe I’ll be a zookeeper or something.
It’s funny, for most of my life I wanted to be a teacher. Then as I got into high school I realized I didn’t want to spend all of my free time grading essays (I would be an English teacher.) Don’t get me wrong, I have known plenty of inspiring English teachers, but I just don’t think it’s for me. I like having a life.
Though I have always been a performer (and, as a Leo, desperate for any spotlight), I never really thought of going into theatre as a serious career option. It was always something that I would end up giving up on, like I did everything else, so what was the point in even trying? Then I realized: There have been few constants in my life, but performing has been one of them. And even if I might not make it “out there,” I’ll regret not trying every day for the rest of my life.
I guess, what I’m trying to say is: follow your dreams, and don’t doubt your heart for one second.
My dream is to be a graphic designer. I try everyday to be one and while no one calls my name, I try to be better and better at my skills.
ReplyDeleteGood luck on your path. I'm certain you'll reach what you want. ;)
You surely delivered a thoughtful post.
ReplyDeleteI'm a little ways down the road from where you are, but I still do not know what I'm going to do. I know it's going to have to be one heck of a creative job! I just love artsy stuff.
This may be kind of random, but you mentioned teacher and theatre in the same paragraph. Have you ever thought of honing your skills and becoming a teacher in the theatre? Acting, musically, writing workshops, etc. There is a lot to be had in that area besides just performer. Just a thought! ;)